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Gym, and not fitness

I have a tough time understanding Gym… But I am convinced.

There was this bloke, draped in more muscles, than what I have as fat, hair and that multiplied by three.
His Tee Shirt proudly reading, “Exercise is my Drug”
Motivational enough.
Then on the 18th bench press, I read another
“Don’t do drugs”

I have a tough time understanding Gym… But I am convinced.

I still want it…

I still want it.
Life is a little evil, especially with un attentive students, it will find you, and teach you lessons in absurd evil ways.
I was asleep, dreaming, and in my dreams I was in an Ice Cream store.
I stare down the fridge, and I see lots of choices.
The thing with Ice creams is that you either know what you want, or are confused to the core. Such was my state today.
I kinda knew I wanted the ice candy, but the choices confused me.
As I stare down the fridge. The owner reminds me to make a choice quick because there’s a power cut.
Power cut also means mushy candies, but that’s ok, I can take that yummy leap of faith. And just as I am about to do that.
I get a call. From reality. In reality too.
I still want it. Life is a little evil. Especially with un attentive students

Killing an atheist

Wrote something today, and realised that there’s an unfinished entry in my big fat drafts section about this! Good time to finish it!

These were penned long ago, with some thoughts long forgiven, and long forgotten..
They reflect a state of mind, you might not relate to it, unless you have hatred within. So the purist happy ones could conveniently skip.

Disclaimer: these weren’t written with any one in mind, so do not attempt to relate it to any person. You could at best relate it to an event!
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Blinded by ego, deprived by reason
Anger, animosity a state of treason.
The glow in thy eyes, with livid theme
Contempt, conceit, and the sly gleam.
Lack of sensitivity, absolute numb
Shout of cries, just shut dumb.
Pain, suffering, hatred galore
Bid me adieu, I want to see no more.
I see, I plea, but am just indictive
I pray for care, and I care for prayer
But, I wonder if thy holiness is even there.
The virtues of righteousness wasn’t even spared
The aggregation of which we named lord
I wonder if thy holiness is even there.

Alive. Dead

Another unfinished one from the list which also celebrates its anniversary today! I guess it better go online atleast now!

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As I lie on my bed,
A little alive, but mostly dead
Hearing silence, but a lots been said
Loud thoughts, but a silent me
An uncanny change, to a resilient me,
As I lie on my bed,
A little alive, but mostly dead
I try rest, I try heal
Turmoil, trapped in a spinning wheel,
So much I spoke, but no one heard,
As I lie on my bed,
A little alive, but mostly dead
Tomorrows here, but I’ve lost my way
The pain the suffering, my smile hides,
I keep trying, falling, falling and failing
As I lie on my bed,
A little alive, but mostly dead….